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The End [Aug. 5th, 2004|08:18 pm]
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[mood |complacentcomplacent]
[music |the end (aikawa nanase)]

So today,
As i stand looking out the window.
I came to realize,
Maybe our love can never be.

I never used to notice,
Just the little things you do.
But now, as i open my eyes,
I dont know where i am.

Are you the person i used to know?
I ask myself too many questions,
But does it hurt you,
To answer me for once?

Why am I this way?
I dont want this feeling to change,
But I dont know what to do,
Is this the end?

Tell me, are you the one for me?
I never used to second guess.
Love has left me jaded,
So tell me, is this the end?
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koroshite... [Aug. 5th, 2004|03:49 pm]
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[mood |tired/lonely]
[music |Yuugai no Tenshi (pierrot)]

i have to cook dinner in ten minutes, blaaah.

i'm lonely. and bored. nobody loves me ;-;..

i still dont know what i'm going to do about the kento thing. eri-chan said to give him some time, so i will...but...if he keeps blowing me off after school starts, i'm just going to give up. I dont need so much shit from guys. is it because they have wangs? I dont know. men are stupid.

-.-;;;;
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doko kara.. [Aug. 5th, 2004|08:36 am]
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[mood |tiredtired]
[music |astrosexy (m-flo meets chemistry)]

okay, lj's being a bitch, and if it posts my last entry after this one i'm gonna get pissed. like uber pissed. I need some fucking coco pebbles -growls-

i think maybe i'm just...going to stop being fake and nice to everyone. I'm tired of it. everyone walks over me anyway. let's make them walk over spikes n.n;

uhm...that's it. jaa
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Dont want to fake it [Aug. 4th, 2004|09:17 pm]
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[mood |empty]
[music |my name (boa)]

damn it...

I'm feeling useless and unwanted again. maybe i should cut it off with kento...I mean, i love him, really, really love him...but...i'm starting to think that maybe he doesn't really want me. I mean...-sighs- he doesn't want me because we're not physically close. i'm not there to remind him. maybe he'd be happier without me. after all, he's not supposed to date white girls. they just cause him pain.

no wonder saitou fucking hates me.
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I feel fine!! [Aug. 4th, 2004|04:21 pm]
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[mood |boredbored]
[music |Forver Mine (B'z)]

I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want, even if it's extremely personal. I DON'T CARE. It's part of the fun.

Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.


Blarg. I just got home from mandies. And i need to fix dinner in 15 minutes.

-yawns- I love you guys? ;-;

Love me?
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(no subject) [Aug. 3rd, 2004|01:52 pm]
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[mood |sad/unwanted]
[music |invoke (TMRevolution)]

well, i ordered my moon child DvD from suncoast.com today, yay yay. I should get it in 2-3 weeks.

Kento's upset because he didn't get to go to japan with his mommy and father person. And i dont know how to make it better for him -sighs-

And i'm tired, and want to be wanted and loved. I've been blown off by everyone since i got home....maybe i shouldn't have come home. nobody seems to have missed me at all.

..........................................
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You speak and it's like a song [Aug. 2nd, 2004|07:33 pm]
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[mood |boredbored]
[music |with you (jessica simpson)]

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How well do you trust and how well do you think I trust you?
5. What's one thing that could be considered a secret that you know about me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When's the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Are you going to put this on your LJ and see what I say about you?

What Would You do if...
I cried:
I almost drowned:
I killed someone:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got in a fight and you were there:
I got dumped:
I pissed you off:
I tried to commit suicide:
I thought I was pregnant:
I told you I would never see you again:

What Do You Think Of My...
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Voice:
Humor:
Choice of music:
Mannerisms:
Family:
Friends:
Decisions:
Butt:
House:
Thoughts:
Actions:

Would You...
Be my friend:
Tell me the truth no matter what:
Lie to make me feel better:
Spread rumors about me:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Loan me some cash:
Hold my hand:
Take a bullet for me:
Keep in touch:
Try and solve my problems:
Love me:
Hate me:
Ditch me:
Use me:
Date me:
Rape me:
Beat me up:
Stand up for me when I wasn't around:
Change something about yourself to make me happy:
Try to change me for someone else:
Brainwash me:
Force me to do something you wanted to do:

Stolen from lyssa!
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it's alright, it's alright [Aug. 1st, 2004|09:38 pm]
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[mood |happy to be home]
[music |heffy end (seo taiji)]

well, i'm finally back from texas.

It was okay. I had to look at houses with my sisters because that's all that they wanted to do.

we went shopping. a lot.

i went to the alamo. and it was creepy.

i went to shlitterbahn, and got sunburnt, bad.

but i'm so so so so so so happy to be home! -falls over-
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memories [Jul. 24th, 2004|11:01 am]
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[mood |sadsad]
[music |sakura drops (Utada Hikaru)]

somewhere in my mind,
I see where you are.
I freeze, knowing it's true.
Why am i alive?

Is this the last time?
Will I see you in my dreams?
I want to hold you,
but you're so far away.

How far must i go,
Just to see you?
I dont know if i have the strength,
To follow in your footsteps.

Whispered words that I can't remember,
Just let me fall back into that time,
When you and i were happy.
Dont let go.
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(no subject) [Jul. 23rd, 2004|09:47 pm]
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[mood |feet hurt]
[music |aria in g string (moon hee jun)]

What do people really think about you?
by Raven319
Name
Age
favorite song
Parents thinkYou're lazy
Strangers thinkYou have bigger boobs than Pam
Friends thinkYou need a fuck buddy
Quiz created with MemeGen!




wtf?!
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